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ITS RACHEL MICHELLES FUCKING BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY

I LOVELOVELOVE YOUUUU <3333

AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN FUCKING ANYTHINGGG â™¥ AND YOURE A FUCKING YEAR OLDER.

YAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!

The end. (:

meeee

Red - yes.
Black - no. :)

Yourself - I would like to change my name. I'm loud. I'm obnoxious. I'm sarcastic. I'm cocky. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don't like most people. I'm easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I'm a smoker. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My room always looks like a tornado hit it.

Appearance - I'm shorter than 5'4 - i'm 5'4 exactly..I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. I wear contacts. I own glasses. I've had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I either straighten or curl my hair often. I have/had one piercing that aren't in my ears. My ears are pierced.â�¨

Relationships - I am in love. I'm always scared of being hurt . I've been hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I've been cheated on in a relationship. I've cheated and haven't told the person I cheated on. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love

Friendships - I have a best friend. I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend. I've beaten up a friend. I've been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life. I'd give my life to save my best friend.â�¨

Clothes - I own a white hoodie. I own at least five pairs of jeans. I own at least ten pairs of shoes. I own a blue jacket. I own a pink jacket. I have at least five belts. I own at least three blue shirts. I own at least one pair of flip flops. I own at least two pairs of sweatpants. I've gone out in public in pajamas. I own at least three hoodies. I sleep in pajamas every night.â�¨â�¨

Experiences - I've been on a plane. I've been on a train. I've left the country. I've left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I've taken a taxi. I've taken a city bus. I've taken a school bus. I've gone bungee jumping. I've made a speech.. I've won an award. I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I've been so angry I've punched a hole in the wall.â�¨

Music - I listen to country music. I listen to pop music. I listen to rap. I listen to techno. I listen to R&B. I listen to punk. I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy CD's.â�¨â�¨

Television - I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives. I've seen The OC. I've seen One Tree Hill. Ive seen Popular. I've seen Ever wood. I've seen House. I've seen Gilmore Girls. I've seen CSI.â�¨

â�¨ Family Life - I get along with both of my parents. My parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I've been kicked out of the house. I've ran away from my home. I've sworn at my parents. I've made my parents cry. I've lied to my parents. I've lied to my parents about where I am. I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing. I've lied to my parents about who I am with. I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out.â�¨

â�¨ Hair - I've cut my hair in the past year. I've dyed my hair in the past year. I've been blond. I've been black. I've been red. I've been light brown. I've been orange. I've been dark brown. I've had streaks. I've been purple/pink. I've been blue/green. I've gotten my hair thinned. I use conditioner. I've used silk therapy. I've used hot oil treatments. I've completely killed my hair. I've curled my hair. I straightened my hair. I've ironed my hair. I've braided my hair. I've had dreadlocks.â�¨â�¨

School - I've thrown something at a teacher. I've yelled at a teacher. i've been suspended. I've been sent to the principals office. I've walked out of class. I've skipped an entire day of school. I've skipped a whole month of one certain class. I've failed a test. I've cheated on a test. I've helped someone else cheat on a test. I've failed Art. I've failed P.E. I've failed Math. I've failed Socials. I've failed Science.

I just realized ...

How much Rachel Michelle means to me.. :]

If I could change the world,

So that you would never have to feel pain ever again, I would.

I want to thank you,

for being there for me,

for making me laugh

&for laughing with me,

for being my wife :]

and, for just being who you are.

You are my bestfriend [and wife :D],

and nothing anyone could say or do

will take that away from me.

& just now,

after our chat on AIM,

I realize how lucky I am to be your friend :)

& I never wanna lose you.

I love you x INFINITY!. <3

[you knew that already though ;]

Today.

Isabella is a camera whore D:

yer mom like woah o_O

So, this past week has been amazing. I've talked to some wonderful people who were always on my friendlist but for some unknown reason I never talked to them, nor did they talked to me. And if we did talk it was 'hey, how are you.' Small talk.

New shoutout. Nice quote. Check it out. Tell me What you think.

One of those wonderful people that I've talked to is Katie. [falloutboyfanfreak]
She is a cool hilarious freak. o_O
Seriously, if you havent added her get to it. She is awsome :P
I've never lauged so hard before. (:

I've made a lot of friends on here..
I love this place.. :)
I don't plan on quitting anytime soon.
So dont expect me to :]

Myspace.. myspace is so overrated..
I find it impossible to be addicted to it..
Its also very confusing..
..But thats just me...
Feel free to disagree. :)
I know you will. :P

anywaaaysssss, I'm thinking about putting my story on hiatus.
I'm sorry, Mina..
But seriously, one little paragraph takes me about 30 minutes to write..
ughhh. i know, right?

oooohhhh! MUSIC TIME!
everybody writes about music. except me..
'cause I'm a lameassbitch o_O
sooooo.. my top 10 songs (:

IN NO ORDER
. Runaway - Jamiroquai
. Rum is for Drinking Not Burnin' - Senses Fail
. Understanding In A Car Crash - Thursday
. Cardigan Weather - Meg & Dia
. Nothing in This World (Kaskade Radio Remix) - Paris Hilton [hey, its a good song! lol :P]
. Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
. You're Not Alone - Saosin
. Circle - Paramore
. Casie - Flyleaf
. Q - Cartel

I've been listening to Cartel, Paramore & Senses Fail alot lately...
I am like, obsessed..
They are amazing.. like woah..
I've also been saying 'Like Woah'.. alot
lol (:
I guess I am done rambling now.
byebye my loveliess <33

Amarte Es Un Placer

This is a poem I wrote the other day. Sorry because it's in Spanish:
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Cada dia en la maÃ±ana
Al despertar sobre mi cama
En mi mente una palabra
Esa palabra eres tu.

Tan bello te recuerdo
Con tus rizos en la cara
Mirandome a los ojos
Sin embargo tan lejano.

Lejano ya que tu mirada es vana
Pero sin embargo me atrae mas que nada.

Yo se que estamos distantes
En diferente mundo vivimos
Pero aquel grito de pasion
Se levanto en mi corazon.

Una llama que no se apaga
Ni con agua ni con nada
Solo la satisfaccion de tenerte cerca de mi, mi amor.

Te conozco mas que nadie, tus pasos eh seguido pero por mas que trato de entenderlos se me hace un lazo en la cabeza.

No sabes cuanto te quiero
Si no me amas me muero
Un segundo de tu amor basta para el mundo entero.

Una rosa para ti
Te dedico yo aqui
No te pido nada a cambio
Solo tu cariÃ±o ansio!